M: well, the best thing is that I am still able to do my stuff...Thanks to computers I can develop at least audiovisual media in a good quality almost anywhere . And I have got direct access to almost all the tools I need . And I hope I will also be able to distribute things independently via electronic business models. I do also find a lot of knowledge and other interesting things there. The worst thing about my career is my emotional attitude towards contacts: When I had my first shows and exhibitions i was always proud of what I archieved , and rather shy in human contact with my audience. Nowadays, I am relaxed towards the audience. But If I see who I should know and who I should do something with to get a better reputation or business contacts I get the feeling that I dont want to know anybody , be invisible. and cooperate with nobody. Thats funny because in general I like other people. Bus this "ökonomie der Bedeutung" really pisses me off. |